THAT ONE THING

It seems like there is always {that one thing} that gets to you. {that one thing} in everyones life that will drives them crazy. {that one thing} you could scream, cuss and spit at because you want it to go away so badly. {that one thing} that steals all your joy, and keeps you awake at night.

The question is What Do You Do About It? Because normally {that one thing} you cannot control, you cannot make it go away, make it leave you alone, or leave your mind. It annoys you to your core, and when you fight it, and say it will all be ok it comes right back in your face.
So, what do you do?
I ask myself that same question.
What do you do when {that one thing} doesn't make sense? When you can't talk to anyone about it, because they don't understand... When it ruins your day almost everyday?
 I haven't quite figured out what to do with it. All I know is what the Bible says. Psalms 37:4 says, "Delight thyself in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart. " Luke 11: 9 says - "Ask and it shall be given, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be open unto you."John 14:14- If you ask anything in my name, I will do it.
I believe those verses completely. I know that {that one thing} God can take and use it for his glory. I have seen miracles (I am one). I have seen prayers answered. I know that when something bothers you you can give it to God and He can use it. I guess the only problem is we have to allow him to use it, and do whatever He wants with it.
I posted the other day a saying that hit me really hard. "Sometimes God doesn't change your situation, because He is trying to change your heart." That was a "wow" moment for me, because I thought to myself...maybe that is why this {one thing} will not go away. Maybe God is trying to use it to change me.
The problem is I don't want it to. I am mad at it, and I want to stay that way.
That is how most of us are. We get mad at something and we want to stay mad at it. We don't want to change, because {that one thing} has hurt us, and it wasn't our fault that it did.

I have realized you have to let it go. When it is the hardest thing, and even when your pride is in your ear telling you all the reasons why you shouldn't let it go. You must. When you don't you allow the devil to use it against you, because he knows it is {that one thing} that gets to you the most. It's his way into your life. It is his way to destroy you, and make you miserable, and me, as a girl we are more emotional, therefore it is much easier to get to us.

I say all this to tell you. I believe everyone can conquer their {that one thing}.
It isn't easy, it won't be over night, but you cannot give up. You can let it go.

{That One Thing} Give it to Him.


I hope this was able to help someone. God bless!


Love Always,
AK <3